Me

Diapers hanging behind me. Long fabric one, not disposable ones in these days. When did I start peeing by myself? When did I start washing by myself? When did I start worrying about being hurt when I play outside? When did I start ... thinking?

100 Days old... More than 12,000 days ago?

Sometimes, I am amazed that I am living... alive. At the same time, I become scared that I will not exist anymore from certain time in the future.

Also I am amazed by looking at newborn babies. Such a small, live human being... I look back, and there is me that I do not really remember, but existed.